nong hinihintay ko sya mag paramdam… di nya nagawa.
nong tinanong ko na magpakita sya sa akin… di ko naman ineexpect na gising ako pag gagawin nya yon. akala ko naintindihan nya na sa panaginip ako dalawin di pag gising ako.
at least, nakausap ko sya kahit papaano nakapagpasalamat ako sa kanya.
Hindi parin nag sisink in sa akin na wala na si tito cesar. Yong magiisang tao na may paborito sa akin wala na. Di ko parin matanggap. Ang bilis nmn kasi ng panyayari. Na ospital lang tapos namatay na agad. Di naman kapaniwala yon.
Wala na akong kalokohan sa pilipinas. Ang sakit sakit sa loob ko. Parang daddy ko na rin sya. Mas nabili nya ako ng kung ano ano at naalagan nya ko nong bata ako kesa sa daddy or mommy ko. Sya yong kalaro sa buong araw. Sya lang yong may tyaga na makipag laro at ipasyal ako. Ni minsan di yon nagawa sa akin ng daddy ko.
Akala ko ba pupunta ka pa dito, tito? Akala ko ba bibisitahin nyo kami.
Gusto ko mkita ka. Dalawin nyo naman po ako. Kahit isang beses lang.
Salamat sa lahat lahat tito ha. Rest in peace tito. I love you.
I swearr, i have planned everything in my head. Before icalled. I waited minutes. Hahahahaha but i ended up screwing everything hahahahahahahahahahahahaaah
I am trying to understand you. Your perspective, your point of view, and your reasons as to why it seems like we are running into the opposite ways of each other. I can’t seem find a valid reason why things are like this.
I’m confused and vulnerable… I’m so close at hidding into my nutshell.
Everything happens so quickly. Why does it seems like everyone i love leaves or dies :(
i dont know what to do.
It feels good being on my own. Alone. Free ti write anything.
Waking up to your voice is one of the best feelings in the world.
The first time i read this, i had butterflies everywhere! We were webcaming while anne was chatting you.
What happened yo?
Was that a lie?
Imyfkr
I told you this before. But it seems like it doesnt matter. You wont even say hi :(
Tired of crying. I dont want to feel any emotions anymore. Just for a few days. Please.
It was my first time crying to my dad’s shoulder. It felt really weird. He doesn’t show any emotions. He was just patting my back and telling me to stop crying. I just hate it how he doesn’t show his emotions.
I saw my mom earlier too. At first, she was just talking to my dad. Then when she asked my dad that she wanted to see us, she started crying. I didnt know what to say. I kept asking her what happened. Why did it happened? It wasnt supposed to happen!
Whyyy! All of a sudden. I thought the surgery was supposed to extend her life! Whyyyy now
02.24.12
Rest in Peace.
Sana masaya ka na dyan. Wag ka na magpakapagod.
Wala pang one week yong surgery, iniwan mo na kami agad. Di pa nga kita nakakausap ulit e. nong isang araw ko pa ikaw gusto tawagan. Pero, wala naman daw kayo.
Bakit ngayon lang sa amin sinabi na wala ka na?
After 5 hours! Shit naman o. Meron naman fb at skype! Online naman silang lahat. Bakit di kami sinabihan agad?
Umpe, bantayan mo na lang si mommy at ate ha.
Lalong lalo na si mommy.
See you soon!
Bisitahin mo na lang ako sa panaginip ko ulit! Hihintayin kita ♥
